I feel very weird today, almost like I'm not scared anymore. I've been thinking back to my past times when I was sick. I did ALOT of thinking last night and today. I realized that maybe it's not as bad as I make myself think it is. It's weird because I have all this confidence built up, but I know when I actually have to Vomit that I'm going to still Panic. I thought that maybe since it's an irrational fear that maybe I could talk myself out of the fear. It works when I'm not Nauseous, but when I am it's alot harder to talk myself out of Panic.