Im getting so sick and tired of being nauseated and nervous every single night.
As soon as the sky starts to get dark i can just feel it in my gut and i get ready to fight the nausea. I heard a kid throwing up in my building today and i was so freaked out.
My mind is gonig bolistic and i feel like ill never get rid of this fear.
I would always tell myself that, ill never let this fear get a hold of my thoughts, but unfortuneatly it has a hold of my life now. Im 17 and i dont want this fear to be on my back, making me heavier and heavier till the next, i dont know, 80-90 years.
I wanna have kids in the future, i wanna be able to eat something without being stressed out hoping not to throw up.
Do you think its time for some therapy? or Hypnotherapy? the only thing with that is, im a Christian and my friends say it can be satanic D:
I dont know what to do!!! Im nauseated right now. But its like everynight. Being nauseated is on my agenda..