Flat out paranoid and panicked!

[bakogirl]

Ok so first of all I know it's that time of year. So my cousin called me to cut and color her hair for prom. Well she called me and told me she was going to be late because her boyfriend was sick so her mom had to bring her. The dying to know question was bugging me, so I asked what was wrong with her boyfriend. He has the sv!!! So I very calmly wait till her mom picks her up and bleach my kitchen. A few days had passed so I felt we were okay. Then my husband wants to rent movies and he wanted jacka** 3. I didn't because I know what goes on in those movies, it makes my stomach turn. My stomach has been hurting all week and I panic so it causes n*, so I panic some more because I think I'm sick. It's a vicious circle. Ok so I thought I was ok, I take my kids to school and on my way home the crossing guard tells me that a kid v* in the gutter in front of me. So I try not to look but I do anyway which sends me into overdrive. My husband takes my transmission into the shop and takes my dad with him. And a few hours ago we found out he's had v* and d* all day. So now I'm running it through my head he was here Friday and a short time on Saturday. Saturday I ate some cookies that he ate out of. I threw the top one away cuz I never know. So I'm panicked over my dad and now that I'm writing this I'm panicking over that gutter. My husband rode the skateboard which he didn't know about the v* and probably ran it over and now that skateboard is in my living room. OMG!!! I hate this! I'm in bed and I have sharp pains in my belly I font know if it's normal or my panic. I want to get up and bleach my house but I am so tired and sick that I can't get out of bed. We have bronchitis going through my house right now. Help! I'm so afraid I will get sick or the kids will. I just need some guidance.

[olschesky]

don't you just hate the way our minds go into overdrive when we hear/see things like this? i can totally relate......the best thing you can do.....also the hardest.....is to try and stay calm.....deep breaths and find some brain distractions for the next few days. good hand washing hygiene for your whole family would also be a great idea.......

chances really are pretty slim that you will get the sv from any of those things you talked about........take care.......try and get your mind on something else....

[bakogirl]

I sure hope so. I have had a bad headache all day and it's beginning to make me feel n*. I hope I didn't curse myself because I feel real bad right now and my head hurts so so bad.