Im finally going to go to the doctors to discuss treatment for this phobia as its currently just in overdrive ruining my life

Everyone has sick bug and my fiance has s&d atm and im just ready to kill myself

So ive decided i need some help i dont care what just something

Ive never told a doctor before about this so any tips on how to broach the subject without embarrasment and so that they take me seriously would be great

please someone reply as no one normally replies to my posts

thank u xx