hello

As with most people on here i have emetophobia . Its controlled my life for years even though I have not V* since i was 6 then did so When i was 15 at the end of march of 2010. Ever since ive had to quit school. Alienate my friends(which was like half the school ) and for months now Ive lived in fear. I'm almost 17 and have yet to get my permit simply because i can't leave my house. I've started to get better, but just now today my brother isnt feeling good and saying he miht V* . i can't get sick right now at this point as im starting to recover. I know the chances of it or slim since i went years without geting sick until last year. I just need some advice or something . I used to be very social. Have tons of friends . But not everyone understands.

P.s - sorry for the long post =/