This is my first time back on this site since I was in 7th grade probably - I'm about to graduate high school now haha.

Anyways, a few weeks back I met the guys from MTV's show 'The Buried Life' at a local college on their speaking tour. I was able to tell them, in front of a very large crowd, what I wanted to do before I die - overcome my phobia of v*. I was later able to meet them and tell them more info about my phobia and they were very encouraging and inspirational and now I'm doing everything in my power to overcome this terrible phobia.

So I went to the hypnotherapist. First session I was taught a technique called EFT, which was tapping myself and saying things like "Even though I have this v* phobia, I still love myself." This technique didn't work at all.

At my next session, I was hypnotized. After it was over, the my hypnotherapist said that it was very possible I wouldn't need to go to another session, so I didn't schedule a new one. The hypnotism didn't work either, I have the same feelings toward my phobia as before.

Now I don't know what to do. Any input? My mind is so stubborn it doesn't want to be helped even though I am soooo ready and willing to get rid of this phobia!

(PS just for the record I don't fear myself getting s*, only other people.)