i finally got brave enough to order the recovery system!!!
well, at 2 in the morning.....i decided it was time to try to get rid of this phobia once and for all.....ive read so many good things about this system and it has a 100% money back guarantee so, why not? and it was only $133US... im really looking forward to getting it in the mail...and i probably wont leave home until the UPS guy comes and delivers it to me!!!!
ive been thinking about buying this since i got pregnant with my youngest child...who is now ten months old.....so it has taken alot of nerve to even order it...it's so weird how im afraid to get better just as much as im afraid of v*!!! dont get me wrong, i desperately want this to go away...but, it has become my life...for the last 15 years (maybe longer?but i dont remember living without it), ive been "married" to this phobia....i cant really even envision my life without it!!!!
"It is the child that sees the primordial secret in nature and it is the child of ourselves we return to. The child with-in us is simple and daring enough to live the secret."