oh guys :-( its been so awful :-( as u may or may not know ive had a kidney infection, got anti biotics but they havent worked, only made me feel sick, ive had no sleep in the last few days and i cant eat, ive been havin panic attack after panic attack bcos im terrified i will be sick or collapse again from the antibiotics having had no food. i think constantly that im goin to faint an im forcin food down which is makin me feel even sicker. i dont think i can cope anymore. im goin back to the doctors 2moro an im scared he'll send me for blood tests - i faint when i have needles, this is one big fat viscious circle, im terrified an i dont know what to do. i cant take anymore,im scared to get in the shower of bath bcos ive collapsed twice after gettin out in the last few days and nobody knows the reason for it. im gunna ask the doctor for anti anxiety tablets an im scared to take them incase they make me faint/be sick etc! oh my gooooooood!!!! [img]smileys/smilies_06.gif[/img]
reassurance pleaassssssse
faith xxxx
\'I know it aint easy, but thats okay because we\'re hopeful....\' - Faith Evans