Well yesterday was a bad busy day. Busy non stop getting auto insurance, went to DMV twice, went digging through storage in the heat to find a paper, couple of errands, washed my big muddy tahoe, did laundry, managed to do 5 haircuts in there, ironed. Well I didn't eat dinner till 11 pm which didn't taste good at all but I ate it anyway. Shudda known better I ended up with heartburn so bad from it. Showered and went to bed around 1:30. Physically exhausted but my mind could not stop running and my sour stomach got worse and I couldn't find my medication. Finally took a vallium around 2:30 to try and help me fall asleep. Finally went to sleep at almost 4. Got up at 7 to get ready for a funeral. My kids slept all day so I know they will not be going to bed. I feel so bad I feel hot like I have a fever but I dont have one. I'm sleepy, I'm having an anxiety attack because my mouth is starting to water but I think it's all from exhaustion. Well that's what I tell myself. I want to take something but I dont want anything else to make me sleepy. Sorry this was so long and you read it. I'm just having a panic attack over my belly as usual and nobody to talk to.