I haven't gone to a doctor to get diagnosed even though my little sister insists I go since anxiety runs in our family. Pretty sure this us what I suffer from. Case and point, my worst fear is the stomach flu and food poisoning to a point where I don't like eating at other peoples houses because I don't know if they cooked the food properly or if maybe someone just got over the stomach flu and is eating there or is coming down with it. I hate going to grocery stores and touching the carts. My really good friend came over today and informed me her boss went home because she was sick with a tummy bug which has sent me into a tail spin! We are supposed to go out of town tomorrow night with my friend but now I'm scared she will get sick and we will all be stuck in a hotel room 10 hours away from home and all of us including my 2yr old and 6 month will get it! I also can't handle when people come to my house and say they don't feel well, I promptly bleach everything when they leave and wash my kids. It's making my life very isolated and like a personal hell. I can't even enjoy going anywhere anymore. Just glad to have found people who understand. Thanks for reading my long post. People know I hate the stomach flu but I don't think they understand the degree of my fear of throwing up all night! Or My kids getting sick and how badly it affects me. I was invited to a BBQ tonigt but declined because the stomach flu seems to be going around our small town. Ugh!