Ugh one of my friends went home from school v'ing yesterday....he
decided to come to school today just so he could go out tonight...(one
positive.. i saw how he was acting the next day after having it and he was
fine..life goes on i guess..) but we are in science class and at the very end
of the period almost out of there dont have to worry about this
anymore...he starts to wisper in my ear and i quickly flinched and looked
at him and he kept talkikng what if he got virus in my mouth...i know it
seems like im completly panicing right now but to tell you all the truth im
more wondering when and if it will happen and not how catastrophic it
will be...itll suck but u know what ill be fine the next day i need to keep
telling myself that..my other friend who i just told i was an emet told me
that she loves throwing up because its the best thing to do when you
dont feel well to make yourself better...that made me feel so good... I
CAN HANDLE V.... gotta keep telling myself that...good thing i have
therapy tommarow.