Well.. I'm a 16 girl, I'm from Madeira (Portugal) and I have this phobia since I was born (i guess lol). This phobia has been a complete nightmare and is taking control of my life. I can't eat properly, I can't be around sick people, I can't hear someone V* or just telling "I'm sick, I think I have to V*", its really hard to sleep, when i'm having a panic attack I can't be sit (I start walking), sometimes is even hard to swallow water or spit because it seems like my throat is blocked. When I look at people, my first thought is "he/she had V* at least one time" and sometimes I start crying and thinking "why I can't be normal?"


Does any of this things happened to you?