I figured this is the best place to post something positive. I went down to the coast again and shared a hotel with 7 people 1 bathroom. I had a lot of fun even though the worries were in the back of my mind. I didn't allow the 4 hour trip to get me, I even fished and went crabbing touching raw chicken necks for bait. My best friends husband did get up in the night and vomited all over the bathroom which made me feel edgy but I quickly got over it. I did ask him why he was sick and he said he had a hot flash. Honestly, I don't 100% believe his story because he makes up a lot of stories. I enjoyed myself and I'm proud of myself for hanging in there. I grew up close to where we were staying and I visited my grandparents grave which I wasn't able to do since they died 10 years ago. I walked through my old elementary school and saw my house where I grew up. I was kinda sad that everything has changed and nobody I know lives there or is dead. I'm glad I could show my son everything and I'm very much at peace right now.



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