My mom gets mad at me but this is what I do when I feel sick and it puts me at ease.
1) I convince myself I feel sick because I'm hungry (stupid, I know)
2) mess with a bunch of random things around me
3) pray.....but I never get an answer...
4) chew on something
5) take a million pep to bismals even tho I no it wont really work
6) get a mint flavor in my mouth
7) make myself burp somehow
8) pester my parents with questions such as am I ok and will I throw up and are you suuuuuure I won't throw up and how sure are you and only 99%!?
9) cry
10) take my temp to make sure I hav no fever
11) constantly pace around the room and basically just act like a baby
12) this is really stupid but I tell myself "your stupid, useless, retarded, and a failure, and you don't deserve to live!" then my stomachache seems less important in my messed up life.
What do you do?



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