I Think I Need To leave...

[baseballplaya12]

i had a pretty good day today...not hearing about anyone being sick or
anything like that... i was actually getting excited talking about
college...than i got home and jumped on this site and it depressed me... i
am in therapy right now and all day i was thinking hey i guess this
therapy can get me over this before college and most likely before the
next v season...but than i came and got on this site and read about
people who are in therapy and it hasnt helped them...luckily i think i have
a more mild form of this phobia...but i don't know for sure...I know i can
beat this and i thank all of you for all your love and support, but i think
the best thing for me to do now is to leave, because i know v isnt so bad
and i gotta keep pounding that into my head, but if i keep coming back
here and hearing about what a horror it is (while really its not) than my
mind goes back to being scared outa my mind....I would just like to thank
you all again for all of your help and wish me luck on beating this piece of
S*** phobia...you all can do it...have faith things get better, but getting
help is the first step and i reccomend that EVERYONE gets it in some
form...v isn't waht we all make it out to be just read the posts of people
who have v'd recently its not worth all this pain and suffering we all go
through nobody should have to feel this way...BUT WE CAN ALL BEAT
THIS...so i am leaving becasue thats what i need to do for me...thank you
all again.. i will miss this place a ton...

[SimplyMe]

Good luck! I think you'll definitely beat this and hopefully you'll come back to post your success story if you feel comfortable doing that. Anyhow we will miss you but you hav to do whats best for you and your recovery! Take care and again good luck w/ everything!

[2jo2]

Best wishes for your recovery!!! You can beat this thing!!!

[luckistar2]

I cannot handle being on this site often either. At first I thought it was a god send to have access to so many others like me but it just made me more aware of emet.


I would say I browse through the posts once a week and I can handle that much. Plus, this is an awesome place for support and advice.