so last night i was all set to have a very quiet nite at homewith my girlfriend i have had a horrible tough week at work and i wanted to relax and do some stuff with my musc and what not, i play guitar and that relaxes mea alot. so my girlfriend email me at work and she asks if i want to go play cards at one of her friends houses. begrudgingly, i agree. we get there and its like an hour from my house,so tht was annoying ot begin with but i digress. the girl whose house it is makes it common knowlegde after i eat a slice of pizza they had picked up and washed it doen with this new vitamin water that is served in her glasses that she has a stomach virus. ok i dont cope with these things well and i dont even try cause i always scope out sitations to avoid inconsiderate assholes who invite people over their houses when they are sick, but my girlfriend does not cause shes not phobis, so i cant blame her. that does not change the fact that i was outta there and leaving nomatter what, then er brther comes over all drunk saying hes gonna puke, ok now i am ot the door, so i go smoke a butt and val(my gf) goes with me. i tell her im outta there and of course she gets mad, i have a full blown panic attack, we fight, she makes an excuse to them and we leave, now i'm so freaked, i know im gonna get it. more than anything i just dont get why people invite people over when they hav this, val thinks its not a big deal but i know people who are not phobis who feel the same way i do . people wo would have left there or would not do that to other people, now she is telling me if i dont get help we will eventually break up because i keep her from doing things she likes, appartently being around sick people is something she likes.lol. do u thnk i will get sick i this girl was drinking beer how sick could she be? maybe she was getting over it, when i left val said the girl said she was hunover, im freaking out and my weekend is f***ed. i have no clue how to get help, i hate this phobia and i hate myself like this