DePrEeSeD :(

[dmbchic05]

Hey everyone. Today is not going so well for me today. I woke up to get ready for school very drowsy from the xanax i had taken the night before because i felt anxious. But anyways when i woke up i already had doubts that i couldn't go to school cause i was afriad i might have an anxiety attack. But the girli usually take to school called me and told me that she needed a ride so i went ahead and got dressed as if i were gonna go to school. I called my boyfriend who is great for support to tell him my situation, he tried to tell me that i needed to go, which i do, i've already gone over the limit of days you can miss for school which is 6...i'm on my 8th absence. But anyways i left school after i drop my friend off, not even attempting to try and go inside. When i left i pulled off into a subdivision and called my mom and i couldn't help but let tears fall from my eyes. My mom called my therapist today to set up an appointment on thursday. I then came home and went to sleep which my mom told me would be the worse thing to do and to do something to get my mind off of it...i just don't know...i want to graduate so badly and go to prom with all my friends and just be the normal Lili i was last year. Ahh okay now i'm starting to cry again. well no one has to respond to this i was just kinda expressing how i was feeling...thanks for everyones time.

[bethany]

you can do it girl!! i know you can. I also know how you feel. it was so scary to have a panic attack at school. I never wanted to go either. however, we could miss 18 days!! i can't believe you guys are only allowed to miss six. hang in there. I know those days when you just feel like you can't face it, and you just want to be like your old self again. You will make it to your prom. dont let this beat you.Hopefully your school understands your situation? the emet and the agoraphobia? I hope things get better for you. *prayers*
-megan

[emetojackie]

Maybe therapy will help, it helped me go into school.. I used to cry every day before I went in and that gradually went away..


I can't really reccomend anything for you, maybe the Xanax isn't doing you any good though?


If you want anyone to talk to i'm on msn ([email protected])


Jackie xx

[bethany]

i agree i used to hate school as well. it's very hard. we just have to learn not to associate school with panic attacks and feeling afraid.[img]smileys/smilies_12.gif[/img] again, feel better.

[redapple]

i hope you are
feeling much better. Since you are having such a rough time,
maybe you should encourage your mom or therapist to contact your
teachers/principal, etc, to let them know why you have such trouble
with attendance? I might make you feel better to know that the
people at school are aware of what you're going through. I'm so sorry,
I remember how it often was hard to go to school. I'll pray for
you.</span><br style="color: rgb(204, 0, 0); font-weight: bold;">
<br style="color: rgb(204, 0, 0); font-weight: bold;">
xoxo beth</span>