I just want to show my appreciation for whoever invented paper crockery and plastic cutlery. I havent eaten properly since i moved 3 weeks ago as the kitchen is so filthy but now I can eat and know that my stuff is clean (got my plates etc in my wardrobe lol) The only time i now have to go in the kitchen is to get milk out or to cook something, everything like sandwiches can be made in my room without me even having to touch any worktops (our kitchen is cleaned once a week by a proper cleaner, if we didnt clean properly at home for a month it wouldnt be that dirty, we wipe up as we go!).
I know its bad for the environment but i think its the only way to control my anxiety attacks, i made pasta last night but couldnt eat it because my china plate had been washed in the kitchen and felt so dirty. To anyone knew here who thinks this is weird, i also have ocd which i am trying to control.