I only eat once a day now because of this, since I go to school for most of the day (Im 15 btw). In the past, I'vr vomited a lot in school, so I'm a bit insecure about it (and that's why I dont eat) I feel like I have an eating disorder even if I really dont care about my weight, but in the sense that I starve myself just because I'm scared of the outcome. Has anyone else felt this way? If so, how did you overcome it? Also, I'm going to a birthday party soon (tomorrow) and I don't know what to do (food). Also, does this have to do anything with OCD, since you're obsessing over the food in your life and trying to avoid it as wel.