Sonia, don't feel bad. I know what you are going through. My emet has been under control for about a month now, but for a while there, I couldn't go to the bathroom, I could barely eat anything, and I was always nausous. And I know what you mean about your bf getting mad. Mine would get mad at me too, when ever I said my stomach was bothering me. He just doesn't understand how our mind works. You are probably feeling anxiety right now. Have you been able to go? If not, that can defenitly make you sick to your stomach. Just try and calm down first and for most. You are not going to v*, so just get that out of your head. If you were, you would have already done it by now.
Please don't feel that you are alone, because your not. We are here to help you get through this. Have you tried eating fiber. Not talking about vegies, or fruits, but if you go to the store, you can get fiber. I used to eat fiber wafers. They taste pretty good (at least I think they do) and they do work. I wouldn't suggest a laxitive, because they make your stomach cramp. But any fiber supplement works great.
I am very sorry that you still are not feeling well. You will get through this, I promise. I am here to help you if you need anything. PM me if you want. I hope you feel better soo.
Michele
That which does not kill us only makes us stronger.