I'm done!

[lalaicanthearyou]

So like everyone else, I have good days and bad days. Days where I feel that I can conquer emet and go out and do what I want and have my life back and then my days where I just want to lock myself inside a tiny little suitcase where no one will find me.

I've decided I'm getting my life back. I often don't let my daughter play with other kids in fear that they will "infect her". I admit to myself that I have been ridiculously way too cautious with her and am going to change that. My daughter as well as me, need a social life! The feeling of guilt is overriding my emet. and I just think I haven't been fair to my daughter. We stay cooped up inside my little apartment and only have so many things to do! We're getting out and I guess I'll just have to face my anxiety as it comes. I do everything I need to do to help myself and Lydia prevent getting any illnesses and that's all I can do right?

Has anyone else been feeling like this?

[KLCD2006]

I do all time! I would like nothing better then to go a day without wondering if today isnt going to be the day "it" happens.

I wish you the best..and hope to do the same.