So I had emet as a kid for a couple years in elementary wouldn't go to school wouldn't do a lot of things spent most of my days in the nurse's office or with the school counselor my mom always told me to quit acting that way etc.etc.etc. so I finally went to the doc and got put on mess don't remember what it was seeing as I was a kid and that was over 15+ years ago so I took my meds everynight before bed and at the end of the script I was emet free! It was amazing I was doing things I never thought I could do before I ate tons of new foods I went on trips and vacation worked out daily almost to a point where I felt sick but never got sick... then earlier this year I got sick it was the worst ive ever been sick but it only lasted a few minutes in reality that was over 6 months ago after that I was having panic attacks a lot fighting with my ex didn't make it any better finally we broke up after a couple years and wow my emet came back with a fury! I went from 185 working out every day eating about 5 times a day to 120 lbs eating maybe 5 times a week... any little noise my stomach makes it sends me into a panic I feel like a ghost of the man I used to be I'm a 25 year old male who almost never wants to leave my house because I'm afraid I'll "feel bad" its such a joke I know emet is all in your head I know sugar pills fixed me the first time but its the Internet and all its horror stories that I read that make me drive myself insane every day I wish I was normal again I wish I could go out and drink all night like I used too I miss working out so much I miss food I miss sushi it sucks feeling insane it sucks being alone because I cant force myself out to meet new people oh well Ibeat it once I know I can do it again just wanted to rant and let you know about me... I'm 25 I work at a pharmacy (which by the way isn't the easiest job for an emet) feel free to send me a message here or find me on facebook it would be nice to have a few emet friends with easy direct messaging access