I looked out of the window this morning and there was a pile of what looked like v* next to the drain. Then my dad comes out with a hose, and starts washing it away down the drain. I asked my mum what he was doing, and she said, "Clearing up a little boy's sick." I nearly fainted, I am so scared. I started crying. My mum knows all about my phobia, but I don't think she knows how terrified I am right now. She said she expects it was travel sickness. I'm so scared that my dad has brought all the germs into the house. Help me, I want to die, I'm freaking out so badly. And I'm meant to be going to this drinks thing tonight which I was worried about anyway, and now this. I can't do this anymore, I don't want to live like this. What if I get sick for new year? My friend is sleeping round on NYE but I'm wondering whether to cancel in case I wake up in the night sick...? But I don't want to let her down. I hate this, I can't keep doing this. Please help me