Totally off topic, I realize, but as you guys know I like to confide in y'all. Honestly you people are on IES are some of the most trustworthy, amazing, caring people I know. It's 1:35 AM and I've just come to this conclusion, so I felt the need to tell somebody. Mom's asleep...

I'm so fed up with school. The people at my school, everything. It's not that I don't want to learn because I do, I want to get a good education. But everyone is so fake. And, there's an as*hole who won't leave me alone because I broke up with him because he just decided we were in a relationship, so now he's starting rumors about me to all my friends. High school drama, it's so stupid. I just can't trust anybody at this school.

What I feel, is out of place. I don't have anything in common with the kids at my school. I love indie/alternative/classic rock and I have a collage of vinyl records. They have Justin Bieber posters on their walls. I'm into art, photography, traveling. They're into designer brands, slutting around, gossiping etc. I felt this way in elementary school but I assumed once I got to high school I'd meet more people... I have, they're nice, and I like a lot of the people I've met.. But nothing in common. I hope I don't sound too cocky or full of myself? Oh, another thing, so tired of my words being misconstrued... being thirteen is soooo not as fun as it sounded two years ago.

I want to travel, badly. See the world. Take photo's, learn. It's not that I want to grow up, I know that's what it sounds like. I'm so tired of living here. I want to go away somewhere. I want to go learn somewhere else, Europe or somewhere in the US. And when I tell my friends this, they think I'm freaking insane and I can see the judgement in their eyes.... and then I wonder what's wrong with me, why can't I be a typical thirteen year old? I'm so stressed this year and it doesn't even have anything to do with the work. Ok, yes it does, but still. Just hate this school. Not school in general, just this school...

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