so, on saturday is one of my closest friends 16th birthday party. two of my friends organised it and asked me to be a host to, so i said yes. the only problem is its in a pub... im so nervous. obviously there is going to be drinking. two of my fears, along with people being sick due to alcohol. also my mum is taking me, my boyfriend, my bestfriend and her boyfriend and bringing us back the pub is like half an hour away, im so scared of the ride home in case someone is sick, they said 'there not getting drunk' but im not convinced. i want to go i really do and theresno way i can cancel because im a host and i really do want to go, its just the fear taking over again and i cant seem to reassure myself, but i dont want to ruin anybodys night by being me.

i just have a feeling its going to go horribly wrong, do i tell my boyfriend how im feeling?