just when i think im doing great... ugh. :( (may be graphic)

[jennnh]

MAY BE TRIGGERING. BE CAREFUL.


my day was going great, i did some things just to kick my emet down and was soooo proud of myself!!! ( i.e. ate food someone handed me(with bare hands), and ate soup from a grocery store premade food.)

i work in a bank, i open, so i lysol and clorox everything, and i mean everything... pens, door knobs, etc. and my manager this am after i cleaned was like ugh i need to open a window that smell makes me n* and gives me a headache. i also didnt have my coffee for the day! didnt think anything of it went about my day and left at 1. i washed my hands well and never put my hands in my mouth.

was very hungry and ate well. went to class got home and my co-worker came to see me.

she goes... "jessie (the manager i opened with) got s* at work, she was downstairs doing work and came up and said i need my coffee *time passes and she drinks it* than she came back up and just didnt look right, she was very pale, and had dark circles under her eyes, she went downstairs and came back up and said her head was bad and needed to go home"............................. UGH I JUST WANTED TO DIE RIGHT THEN AND THERE.....


NEXT LINE IS GRAPHIC... PLEASE BE CAREFUL!!








they later that night found "yucky stuff" in the toilet....
lysold everything and cleaned up....





im so scared...
you think it was a migaine or lack of food and too much coffeee....
or sv?????!!


ugh.

[spilled_milk]

Well we've talked so you know what I think, but I'll elaborate here!

I honestly think it was a migraine. If it had been a virus, she probably would have said "my stomach is bad" because that would outshine her head. My roommate gets bad migraines, and she says they can make her very very sick. If you are getting a headache, caffeine is the absolute wrong thing to have!

Now, even if she did end up having a virus, she didn't vomit while you were there so there is no chance of you contracting anythiing!

[jennnh]

it just came on soo fast....

i just dont want to pick it up tomorrow....

[jennnh]

i am hungry and eating cookies... they are comforting me.. im just so scared i want this winter to be over....

my chest is hurting and im just so sccaaaareddd to go to bed...

[spilled_milk]

You won't! You're gonna clean when you get in right? You will be totally fine.

Go to bed!!

[Erica1649]

I know this is old, hope you are feeling better mentally wise today about this!!!

It definately sounds like she had a migraine. My husband vomits when he gets a migraine unfortunately...it never fails. Ugh. They come on so suddenly.

[saniaddict]

I just have to add that even though I am anal about cleaning, like you, I also get really bad headaches and sometimes more from the fumes of cleaners. So, if she already had a headache maybe the smells just made it worse. Not to say that it is your fault by any means. Just that sometimes we can get ill just from certain smells alone, you know? At least I can. .....or am I alone? lol Hang in there. I understand your worry - as we all do.