I just wanna Cry :(

[matmysunshine]

I really am not doing well today with this EMET. I just want to cry, I am so tired of this.. I am angry, I have no idea how this EMET started, and all I have to go on was that I was Physical abused, for 7 yrs, could haveing a baby bring back something form then, I just dont know. I sit at wk, and just looked spaced out.I guess all my stress from work, and the big blow out I had with my husband, has indeed caught up with me, I am a wreck.. and it seems that everyone I speak to has had this Rotavirus, and I am sooo freaked out. GOSHHH I Just want to be Normal..AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH I am tired, oh soooo tired of this.. I had better get back to wk, I just needed to VENT, my eyes keep getting watery, I keep lieing and saying its an allergy, if my co-workers only new... Christy

[kate1966]

Hi...sorry you are feeling so overwhelmed with this monster called emet...I understand how frustrated you are feeling...I am feeling the same way these days. I think that we just need to pray alot....and keep our chin up no matter what life brings us....after all....we really change what happens...only how we react to what happens.....i only hope I can take my own advice Hope your day gets better...and know that there are people out there that really do care about how you are feeling....Hugs Kat

[jesskali]

I felt the exact same way, Christy, a few weeks ago when it seemed like everywhere I went, I heard about a sv. Stress can play a big part in emet. I know when I'm stressed out mine gets worse. My IBS also starts acting up too. I'm also not certain where my emet came from, but I've had it since the age of 9. I'm usually OK until I start hearing about sv going around. Please try to relax and calm down. I hope you feel better!

Jess

[aguerra29]

I know how you feel. Being this way can be very overwhelming. You can fell so crazy and hopeless. I've been there. Just try to find something that you enjoy in life and do it. Find something that brings you peace. Are you on any medication? Anti-anxiety meds really help. They don't cure it, but they take it to a tolerable level. Just breathe in and breath out. You will make it through this. Write your feelings down in a journal. Write a letter to your husband (don't give it to him though). GEt all your feelings out. You can keep posting on here. We're listening. I promise you will be ok and you are not crazy

[SimplyMe]

I'm so sorry you're feeling so overwhelmed! It does seem to hit out of nowhere sometimes. I hope things get better for you soon!

[madisonsmom]

We had that here a few weeks ago. Does your baby go to daycare?

[roxxi277]

I'm so sorry you are feeling bad. Those days are the worst!
I feel like that often, and it becomes almost too hard to deal
with. But you can get through it. I know it's hard, but
that is why all of us are here. We all know exactly how you
feel. You are not alone. Hope you feel better soon.
Carrie

[stella9]

I am so sorry to hear that you are suffering. I am even more sad
to learn that you were physically abused for seven years. That is
a huge chunk of your life. I can't diagnose you, but post
traumatic stress syndrome plays tremenous havoc on how a person
perceives every aspect of their life. It also is instrumental in
an individual's decision making process. Any big life experience
such as marriage, divorce, birth, death can bring to the surface
anxieties brought on initially by the abuse.



Stella

[madisonsmom]

How are you today?