thinking

[ricci]

I'm just laying there and thinking what our lives would be without emetophobia
I'm actually really affected by it that I don't leave my house! It ruining my social life and everything
I feel so stupid to think that way! I wish there was an easy way to get over this
Do u feel the same way???

[PhoenyxAngel]

Prior to being on Zoloft I would often not want to leave the house for fear of running into the sv. But I feel better now about going out, and actually just got back from a trip to Pittsburgh which included taking a bus >.<

But do I think about my life without emet? Yeah....but for some very strange reason I actually don't want to be without my emet at some points. During the time where I'm not panicking but still keeping good hand hygeine and watching who I am with, etc. I don't mind it. And would rather have it than be careless and getting sick all the time.....does this make any sense to anyone? I get the feeling I'm very odd when it comes to preferring to have it so that I don't get sick.

But during those times where I'm freaking out and having panic attacks (usually around this time of year when everyone is getting sick), or when someone has it in the house....then yeah, I really wish I didn't have it. Cause then I wouldn't be living in fear of being in my house, dorm, school, work, or wherever.

[anewday]

i feel the exact same way, sometimes its even hard to be alone i am so scared what will happen! you are not alone!