This is slightly off topic, but I hacen't slept in 3 days. I have to be
up for my first day of work in 4 hours, and I have yet to sleep
tongith. I've been up panicking and fighting with my fiance since
10:30pm, and it's 3am right now. I'm so panicked. I can't pull 8 hours
on my first day off no sleep in 3 days, but I really really desperately
need this job more than I've ever needed a job in my whole life. I
can't NOT have this job. I don't know what to do. I've tried everything
to try to sleep and nothing is working. I'm exhauted, I just can't
sleep. I don't know what to do. My stomach i sburning from stress, and
I know i'll be nauseated later in ght day from lak of sleep. What do I
do? God, i feel so hopeless. usually I woudl comfrt myself by reminding
myself that no matter what happens I have John, but we're fighting so
much and he;s tired of dealing with my panic attacks and dealing with
me in general. I don't have anything or anyone to hold onto. I need
this job, I don't know what to do.