Need Help

[mitch04133]

I am very scared right now. I feel very nausous, and I think tonight is going to be the night. It is 430am right now, and I can't sleep cause my stomach is so upset. I went out tonight, and I had a very good time. We went to the bar, and I even hit it off with a very cute guy. He is friends with my neighbor, and we talked all night. So when I came home I was in a great mood, but now I feel so sick. I don't know why either. I didn't eat but 3 french fries at the bar, and the group I was with was chowin down on the whole bar menu. All I can think of, is that I flushed the toliet with my hands, (I know gross, but I wasn't thinking and my emet has been low lately) then I ate the fries. Of course Iwashed my hands before I ate, but I honestly wasn't really even thinking about germs or really anything except the new guy I met. I even was eating mints without washing my hands, I was sharing drinks, I was having a normal night out without emet, and now I feel horrible. My stomache feels very queasy. I didn't drink much, and I drank water in between the 2 beers I did have. I am just terrified that I caught a sv. I was so careless tonight, that it could of happened.


What do I do? I tried to get some sleep, and I even fell asleep for about 45min, then my stomach woke me up. It comes in waves. I will feel ok, then extreme nausea will hit then it will pass. It is preventing me from sleeping, and I am terrified I will v*. If anyone is awake, I really need some help.

[Jenneh]

heya,


if you didnt eat maybe it's hunger?? hunger and alcohol don't mix i'm sure....


see if you can eat something bland... a cracker/bread or something?


don't try and associate this with the fact u had a night out without emet (flushing the toilet with ur hands e.t.c.)


see if you can get urself absrbed into some great late night (erly morning) television or something....


i can't say for sure that i don't reckon ur gnna v* but it does sound like maybe ur stomach is just feeling a bit dodgey from the alcohol and no food.


thinking of you,


Jen xxxxxxxxxx

[mitch04133]

I did eat some crackers as soon as I got home, and it really didn't help much. I ate about a dozen and I really don't think its hunger cause I ate dinner before I went out. But thanks, I just can't figure out why my stomach is so queasy. I am going to go and try and watch some tv, but Sunday morning tv always sucks. I appreciate the thoughts Jenneh. I just was doing so well all week, then boom, I feel sick. I will give an update later.


Michele

[ontariogirl]

Do you have any anti- meds to take? Please let us know how you are feeling. I am like that I feel great for a week or so that it hits me and its back to square 1. I hope that you finally got some sleep.

[Jenneh]

thats always the way isnt it... you do so well for a week or so and then something happens to kick you back...


i'm sorry mate.


but you don't have to get kicked right back to square one again. hpe u feel better by now.


Jen xxx

[mitch04133]

Well, its almost 5pm, and I still feel like sh**. I think I am hungover. I know I didn't drink much, but I haven't drank in about 8 months. I only had 2 beers, but I was buzzed. So, I really think its a hangover. I got to start building my tolerence up again. I forgot how bad it is to have a hangover. I had a few scary moments when I thought it was going to happen, but I fought it off. I am actually getting a little hungry, so I thought I might boil some rice. Thanks Jenneh, and Rhonda I appreciate your concerns for me.


And, I will say this hangover and all, this incident is not going to get me down. I am just so sick of having to stay in cause of emet. I had a wonderful time last night, and I barely thought of emet or germs, and it felt great. I am going to keep a positive attitude and keep going out. Hopefully things will get better. Thanks again you guys.


Michele

[japa]

Ifthe sickness isnot from the alcohol you drank, it is probably because you got anxious about having broken a lot of the rules you held for yourself about not flushing with your hands and sharing drinks etc. It would be your mind's way of not allowing you to live a life free of fear, a way of punishing yourself.

[ontariogirl]

Glad that you are feeling a little better Michele. I remember those hangovers, pretty gross. I am so glad that I quit drinking 6 years ago. Sometimes I think that if I was going to have a beer the smell would probably make me gag.

[jesskali]

How are you feeling now Michele? Hope you are feeling better!

Jess