Why is it so bad all of a sudden???
I finally started to feel like we were in the clear. My phobia is soooo bad in Jan-feb but I always calm down some in march and as the spring/summer goes on. I even said to my best friend just this weekend that the sv is dying down and I'm feeling better. Well I must've jinxed it because it is all over Facebook today. I used to be a dance teacher and I have a ton of teacher friends on fb who all went to a competition this weekend and now all their students/parents/grandparents/etc who went are all sick. All these kids and parents came down with it at the same time after being in the same place over the weekend. It seems like one of those cruise ship epidemics or something. The comp took place in providence and to top it all off I work in pvd very close to the venue where everybody became infected. There will be sick people all over the city! Before I even read it all on fb, I found out that one of my co-workers has it and was out today. This other annoying lady heard about him being out and said "oh I was up so sick until 3 am." no one asked for details but I'm sure that's what it was. My co-worker who was out tends to eat some questionable things so I was thinking and hoping it was just something he ate until I heard about this other thing. It is really crazy frightening. My husband and I both work in pvd and I can control my sanitation but (as hard as I try) I can't control his and now I'm terrified he will bring it home or more people from work will come down with it. If all those kids- and I mean a lot - came down with it in one day imagine how it could spread thru the city. Ahhhhhh this is so horrible and just when I was feeling safer...I have never been this terrified when it's so nice outside and almost April!
waiting for the end to come...wishing i had strength to stand...
this is not what i had planned...it's out of my control...