Yesterday i picked my sister from school and came home, only to realize i was starting to get pain in my stomach after i ate With just me and my sister alone i started to get a major panic attack! my top lip started getting numb and i started freaking out because i felt very n*, i took two tablets of bonine and two ginger tablets as well and neither one worked right away, i had to deal with this panic attack alone for about an hour or so, i tried to see if i can cope with it by myself but i couldnt i freaked out and called my mom right away! The pain ended up going away but after i just became extreamly depressed im only 20 and i kept telling myself how am i going to deal with this when i get married? First of all my husband is probably going to think im crazy, second how am i going to have kids with the symptoms, and third how would i be able to handle my kids if they v*? i know for a fact i would not be able to be near them if they v* idk all these thoughts went through my mind and i just felt like things would be easier if i just didnt exist on this planet. this is the only place i can vent out all my feelings