Hi guys!

Ok so I am new to this forum and so far the threads that I've read are about sv*. My emet is slightly different and I'm not sure if I am the only one. I don't freak out when I tp* but when other people do I just get sooo anxious. My knees start getting weak, my hands start shaking and I feel like crying. If I see v* on the ground or somwhere I keep thinking about it. I am constantly scared of seeing v* or people getting s* it's ridiculous. It even appears in my dreams! When I see someone or one of my friends get s* I get mad at them and resent them. I know it's normal to v* and that it's not their fault but I just can't help it...i hate going to public restrooms, flying or any scenarios where v* could be involved. I work in a retail store and I'm constantly scared someone will get s* in the fitting room. It's so irrational...