So, I have posted before about how my phobia and health have hit an all time low lately but I thought I might get more speific to see if anyone else experiences this particular problem.
I am 17 and about 5 foot 5 but I only weigh 103 lbs. That is pretty underweight according to the healthy weight chart thingy. I have been pretty thin my entire life but I was pretty healthy for like the last 2 years and comfortable with my weight. But lately, my emet has been getting bad and I am having like 2 panic attacks per day and the worst thing about it is that I can barelly eat anymore :/ I get anxious before almost every meal worrying that I will get a stomach ache from it or it will cause me to vomit. I also have stomach problems on a daily basis so I basically never ever actually have the desire to eat. It's horrible. My parents are extremely worried about me and I feel like it is turn into a kind of eating disorder. It has nothing to do with my worrying about gaining weight TRUST ME, I have never cared about that and I love (well loved) my body before I started losing so much weight. Anyways, has anyone else experienced this and has some advice on how to get out of this horrible funk? Anything would be appreciated thank you!