All of a sudden I'm really panicked about getting sick, I've done so well for a and time and winter comes along bringing the paranoia back again! I posted earlier about feeling sick with a headache and the panic continues to rise! My son has to start immunosuppressants next week for his severe eczema and I'm freaked out by that! Terrified of the side effects he may get and don't want to let him down by going off the deep end again! Feeling hopeless and constantly crying again which really isn't me! No one around me understands and tells me to pull myself together again cause they think I'm over my phobias (which I'm not) so wish I could be normal!