I got back late last night, and let me tell you guys, I had a wonderful time. As some of you remember, I was nervous about going away for the weekend. I was gone for 3 days, and that was the first time in about 2 years that I was away for that long. And to top it off, I was sick when I went away. My thorat was sore, I had a headache, and my stomach of coursewas upset. But I decided to go anyway even though I was very nervous. I went with my new boyfriend, and he officaly is my boyfriend now. We talked about not seeing anyone else, and we even told each other that we loved each other. I know it sounds gay, but I am so very happy, and so very in love. This guy is the greatest. I have never been so happy with anyone the way I am with him. He makes me feel so happy, and secure. I never knew anyone like this really exsisted. I have a habit of going out with the bad boys, and for once I am with the nice guy. I just know that he is the one that I will end up with forever. And its so refreshing to know that he feels the same way. I talk to him like I have never talked to anyone in my life. The communication between us is unbelievable. I want to make sure that it stays that way. I know I am rambling on about him, but I have to brag at what a wonderful man he is. I thank god everyday that I found him.


But anyway, I am so proud that I went, I had a wonderful time. We went to his cottage, and we just relaxed. I didn't even want to come home. I never had one panic attack. And even if I did, I knew I would be safe cause he was with me. I really think that I am the luckiest girl to have found someone so supportive and comforting. It is like a dream come true.


Well I just wanted to share my great news. I am happier now than I have ever been in my life. After everything that happened with me, losing my job, getting sick and going through surgery, dealing with an ass of a boyfriend (now ex) and having absoultly no money. I now have found the love of my life, I got a job, and I found out that my surgery worked, and I won't need to have my kidney removed. I am so happy, and I learned that even though times can be tough, they really do turn around. And the best news is that my emet is better than its ever been!!!


Michele