umm...

[Jenneh]

Mary kindly told me that someone was asking about me?


i've had a search and can find no post... (hvent checked THAT hard considering my laptop is being SO slow with this site!!)


i thought i'd come and give you a bit of an update with how i am doing anyway... i've had a month of being really good/positive e.t.c. (went back on citalopram again).


i'm kinda slipping a bit now though.


the emetophobia got to a ridiculously stupid amount .... i couldn't eat... couldn't leave the house.. coujldn't change rooms even. i laid on the sofa/bed 24/7 telling myself i wasnt goiong to be sick. basically.of course at the same time the anorexia got bad too . got to an alltime low of 76lbs, which is a BMI of 13.4 (healthy is around 20 isnt it?) just to put it into prespective.


i'm over tht now. put on a tiny bit of weight. emet isn't being so annoying nemore.


but um.. yeah i went to a psychaitrist about 2 months ago who recognised i had emetophobia and even used that term. i was actually stunned.


next thiursday i'm going to a day hospital or something? dunno why just got aletter asking me to come, literally.


and in the midst of all this i'm busy studying for my Alevels!


i've applied for a job (i cancelled uni applications) -- it's a social worker scheme where you do work experience for the first year, and then go to uni for the next 3. i really hope i get in. my interview is on the 23rd June.


umm what else.. was my birthday the other day... 4th june so am 18 now. lol. doesnt make much difference but hey.


how are all you oldies doing? have to say i miss talking to you... still haven't heard from trickyvicky. does she still come here at all?


i'll come back more often, i promise, lol.


take care


Jen xxxxxxxxx

[SimplyMe]

Hey, Jenneh, you seem to be doing well! YAY! Sorry you had a rough patch but you sound so positive! good luck w/your school testing! I will try and find the post and bump it up for you!

[ana]

i remember you! i'm glad to hear your anorexia is getting better.. keep on fighting girl!


good luck with your emet.. you sound like an extremely brave & string person to get through the otehrside of an eating disorder.. i've been there & it can be so hard sometimes.. keep fighting!


Ana xxxxx

[NCsmile6]

Jen!!!


That someone who was asking about you was me.[img]smileys/smilies_01.gif[/img]I hadn't heard from you in a while, and I remember the last time I had heard from you, you weren't doing so well. I am SO SO glad that things are looking up for you!! You have certainly been through a lot these past few months, and I'm sorryI wasn't here for you for that! But you seem to have come out of it a champ! I'm so proud of you for turning things around!!!!! Look at you now!!!


Good luck on the social work job! It sounds like agood way to get hands on experience in the field! I hope everything works out for you, and continues to look up![img]smileys/smilies_04.gif[/img]


By the way, Happy Belated Birthday!!! [img]smileys/smilies_04.gif[/img][img]smileys/smilies_04.gif[/img]Edited by: NCsmile6

[Jenneh]

hehe thnk you [img]smileys/smilies_04.gif[/img]


xxx