I really need some kind of help for this fear. Its getting worse. Its worse now than it has been in 3 years. Everyday seems like a struggle to me, and I always am worrying. Im miserable. Im driving my boyfriend and my son nuts. Its probably just this time of year and the fact that my son is in preschool that it is so bad, but my son has years of school left. I cant be like this forever. Ive been depressed lately, not because of my emet but just for other reason and I know that its making my emet worse. I dont work and I dont have health insurance. I dont know how to go about getting a therapist, or If i even can since I have no insurance. Any ideas?