Hey finally a OT from me for once..
I had a panic attack last night,waking my parents,it progressed to my dad yelling at me for being on the forum and talking to supportive friends on my phone because they just wanted to sleep,i understand that.. I get it and i left them alone when they pushed me back to bed.
It got so bad the following day that i stayed off work because my head was pounding,i couldnt concentrate, the smell of my mothers breakfast made me nauseated
I later got a call where my dad complained saying i needed to talk to a doctor about it as he made it quite clear that i was ruining everyones lives and i must be deranged
Later again,another family member has come,i dont really feel like eating,im mocked being called anorexic and sick in the head,being told the same speech of noone likes being sick but its a part of life.
I know this,but none of my family seem to get this is a phobia,yes its a problem but its my problem
How can i get them to see this..?