OT everything is going wrong

[bexcelica]

I just need to vent - it seems like everything has fallen apart in the
last couple of days. My whole plan was to move in with my boyfriend in
NYC, get a job at his resturant (where you can make over $1000 a week).
now, he doesnt want to live with me anymore, and he wont feel
comfortable working with me either. i dont get it. both of these things
were his ideas. to make matters worse, i got fired from my job because
of an argument with my manager. ive been there for 6 years. i feel like
im getting fat and my face broke out. to top it off i have a headache
and cant stop worrying. sorry to complain i just needed to get this off
my chest. what do i do

[tink]

I am so sorry you are having such a lousy week. Did you ask your boyfriend what was up? If he wont tell you, you should at least let him know that it is pretty upsetting to have him change his mind about something so serious. Get him to talk to you, and maybe you can clear up some things that may be bothering him.

That sucks about your job too. I was a part of a major layoff after 5 years at my job and it was just heartbreaking. But the good thing is, my new job is much better. So who knows, maybe your next gig will be amazing. If that is you in the picture, you should be a model.. You are gorgeous! [img]smileys/smilies_01.gif[/img]

Fell better, and try and stay positive.. Spoil yourself in anyway you can.

--Kim

[bexcelica]

thanks kim - he said he didnt want to move in because hes not ready -
but it was his idea, and now im screwed because i have no apartment and
no one to live with im gonna be stuck paying $1300 for an apt by
myself, which i wont be able to do because he doesnt want me working at
the resturant hes working at (which he already told me he'd get me a
job) GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR thanks for your compliment, i did a little bit of
modeling - that one of my pics, but i think id rather be onthe other
side of the camera - im a photography girl and an art buff



boys r so stupid

[tink]

Aww man.. I'm sorry. Are you guys gonna stay together?
I know guys are stupid.. I had a similar situation once, where I told my roomate I was moving, then the guy changed his mind and my roomate found someone else. I was screwed too. Living in the Bay Area (Cali) is just as expensive.. I was paying 1300 all by myself. Grrr..

Things will get better for you, just a low time right now. Try and spend some time on your photography, it will help you relax. I like photography too, I do alot of graveyard shots. (Yeah I know.. ) hehe.. But it does cheer me up!

--Kim

[bexcelica]

yea, we'll stay together... hes just trying to find out what makes him
happy - he hates his job and misses his friends. i knw its not me, i
know he just doesnt want to grow up yet



there is nothing wrong with graveyard photography, i think its really interesting and can be really beautiful.



thanks for your response, it makes me feel less alone (and boy do i feel alone right now)



i guess $ isnt everything - paying that much to have an apartment in nyc wouldnt be so bad right



i have a photography class tomorrow so i just have to look forward to that. thanks again kim

[tink]

You bet! Have a great night..

[bexcelica]

thanks you too