If I could pick one thing.....
I would pick this website... i cant believe how much you guys are
helping me and how happy it makes me to know that im not alone and
there are people out there who feel the same as me (even though it is
unfortunate- at least we're not alone) my whole life ive had this
problem, ive always felt so dumb, never talked about it and i am SO
grateful for this site and for you people. i have foudn the courage to
talk abotu this probelm which i think is the first step to solving
anything.
So, i just wanted to say THANK YOU! 
One day your life will flash before your eyes. Make sure its worth watching.