Hello all,
I feel like I suffer from this... And I know exactly why I do..
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I was watching the Matrix one night and got sick, I ended up being violently sick 13 times overal in the night... I ended up almost choking on the vomit, it was that hard to bring up in the latter stages.
I have remembered that, and it effects me alot.
I have dreams of becoming a proffessional race driver, and its a team sport... And I am concerned that I will freak, get sick in the car and have to get out all the time. Which is effecting my career bad (im 16 by the way)
And now, I feel not so bad about it... But its an inconvienience... Aspecially in exams in school.
I wanted to know though, can emeto be related to worrying about other things?
I am at a point in my life where I am going through changes... School is rounding up for me and I am becoming more independant.
I want to grow up with a family and a wife and maybe some kids, but I feel I am scared of the future. I am scared of ending up being a nasty person, and basically losing control of my morals and going crazy.
I am a nice person who has never raised a fist to anyone and has never had the intention of physically or emotionally hurting someone.
Though I feel EMET has lead me to worry about other stuff. As I cannot control this... And now im scared I will end up being nasty to everyone and start acting differant, I am worried I will have no control over myself.
As I say this, I know its totally stupid... But its bothered me and upset me for ages.
Bottom line is I really want to be nice to everyone, and know I will be... But this thought inthe back of my head hurts me greatly, and makes me depressed.
Anyone else feel this? Or anyone have some kind of help please? It would be much appreciated.Edited by: bendot