Feeling so alone. I don't want to live right now..

[korrin]

So over 24 hours ago, I was sitting in class at an info session when I got a sudden HORRIBLE sharp pain in my abdominan that made it hard to breathe.. minutes later I was in the bathroom having explosive, watery diarrhea, which didn't make my stomach pain go away. I immediately went home, and as soon as I walked into the door, I was back in the bathroom having more explosive and water diarrhea. I never have bowels like this, I'm always binded up and constipated, actually.

Anyway, that was the last time I had diarrhea, and I haven't v*
But my stomach has been feeling off, and I haven't eaten all day today besides two pieces of toast with butter and sips of Ginger Ale.
I'm going into panic mode all over again right now, I've been reading everywhere that sv* can last up to a week.
I have work and school to deal with tomorrow and the next day and the following few days.

I don't know if I feel sick because I haven't eaten, because of my anxiety, or because I have a sv*
All I know is I've been non-stop crying and panicking. I feel so alone, everyone is asleep, and my mind is racing.
It doesn't help that I do so much googling, and so many people have said they had a sv* for a week straight.. one girl even said a month. OMG.
:'( :'( :'(

[jmoore10]

Hi korrin
I hope you've been able to relax and get some sleep.
It really doesn't sound like SV. If you had d twice 24 hours ago, but haven't had anymore symptoms sinc then, I think it was just one of those fluke things. If you had sv, you definitely would have had more d or progressively felt worse. Please try not to worry so much about it- I think you are going to be just fine.
Take care

[melody17]

So sorry you are upset. Sometimes if you are constipated for too long your body has to release it some way. I stay constipated a lot, and usually I have diarrhea once a month.

[crazygirlie003]

I know how scary it is to be in a panic, but your title of this post bothered me a lot..."I don't want to live anymore" 20 little babies and six adults just got stripped of their lives. Families were destroyed. Children, just babies. Looking forward to Christmas....I just think the statement "I don't want to live anymore" is a little ridiculous when the United States, and all around the world are in a time of mourning. Please rethink what you say next time.

Just try not to think about it, drink some tea and get some rest. Maybe say a little prayer for those 20 little angels.

[crazygirlie003]

my mistake, "I don't want to live right now" still though, my statements still apply

[Cynna]

If you do not really want to live, please call a hotline or go to the emergency room.

[CocoTango]

I know how scary it is to be in a panic, but your title of this post bothered me a lot..."I don't want to live anymore" 20 little babies and six adults just got stripped of their lives. Families were destroyed. Children, just babies. Looking forward to Christmas....I just think the statement "I don't want to live anymore" is a little ridiculous when the United States, and all around the world are in a time of mourning. Please rethink what you say next time.

Just try not to think about it, drink some tea and get some rest. Maybe say a little prayer for those 20 little angels.

I find this rather insensitive. Thousands of people die everyday across the world (young and old) - some from predator drones from the USA, some from disgusting crimes, some from diseases, some from accidents and some from suicide.

If this person is feeling like they don't want to live anymore, then that is a serious problem in their lives. It is stupid to compare it to a freak crime in America (indeed a desperately awful crime) and to deny the reality of suicide in mental health sufferers.

You should probably "rethink" your entire post and what you want to achieve with it.

[ewilkins]

I agree with CocoTango. How Korrin is feeling has absolutely nothing to do with the awful tragedy that occurred last week. Korrin, I hope you are feeling better now. It doesn't sound like sv and the sv isn't going to last a month. If someone supposedly had the sv for a month, he/she had something different.

[Cynna]

How are you doing now?

[FreakAboutV]

I know how scary it is to be in a panic, but your title of this post bothered me a lot..."I don't want to live anymore" 20 little babies and six adults just got stripped of their lives. Families were destroyed. Children, just babies. Looking forward to Christmas....I just think the statement "I don't want to live anymore" is a little ridiculous when the United States, and all around the world are in a time of mourning. Please rethink what you say next time.

Just try not to think about it, drink some tea and get some rest. Maybe say a little prayer for those 20 little angels.

This post had nothing to do with the recenty tragedy. Her fear of Ving is VERY real to her and sometimes we feel as though we would rather die than live with this fear....that in no way has anything to do with the recent deaths of innocent people.

Maybe if you do not like what she has to say, pass on to the next post. Simple....but to make her feel as though her feelings and fears are not valid is rude.

Peace~

[bex]

I don't think the subject/content was ridiculous at all; what we must remember is that everything is relative. We all struggle with this horrible phobia, on different levels, and I know EXACTLY what it feels like to genuinely wish you didn't exist because of the emet.
I hope you're feeling better, Korrin - as Cynna said, if you're still feeling like you don't want to live perhaps you should seek some help from someone or call a hotline...
Chin up

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