Four our six month (!) wedding anniversary, I took my wife out to this
adorable italian place and then to see Jerry Seinfeld perform live. It
was something we'd been looking forward to for months.



I was a little nervous about being in a theatre for a few hours, so I
took all manner of antiemet with me- CharcoCaps, Pepto and Marezine.



Dinner went great, it was delicious, and I felt fine through it. As we
drove to the theatre, I started to get a little n* and I felt a panic
attack coming on. By the time we parked the car I had a full-fleged
panic attack. Like major, and major n* too. I took the marezine and 6 ([img]smileys/smilies_12.gif[/img])
Pepto, and although I of course did not v*, I really didn't feel any
better until after the show was over, and I am still a bit queasy, but
was hungry enough for a turkey sandwich and a coke.



I managed to keep my stuff together enough so as not to totally ruin
the (expensive and long-awaited) evening, but I think my wife sensed
that I wasn't quite myself.



Moreover, I am starting to worry about where this near-constant and
unpredictable n* is coming from. I think it is just gas and bloating
that I am interpreting as n*, which starts a panic attack, which causes
n*! I mean it gets so bad that I unbutton my pants and then I am unable
to even zip them back up! The same pants that fit me fine hours earlier.



Just wanted to vent to those who I know can understand.... thanks everyone for listening.



Best,

Lewis