When I first joined this forum, I felt so welcomed by all of you. I began to feel united with many different other men and women who have the same anxiety and fear as I do. And I never expected to meet someone who suffers like I do, almost in my own backyard. I wish I had met Ontariogirl and the rest of you years ago. The reason being is because I wish I was blessed by the people in this forum and Ontariogirl at an earlier age. Yet I shouldn't dwell on the past and the regrets I have, as my future has no room for that.
I want to thank you all for being who you are, so honest, open and bright. I have gained so much strength through all of you. I still suffer, don't get me wrong, but you are all so valuable to me, through your words and thoughts. Ontariogirl has made such a strong impression on me, as the rest of you have, she just happens to live closer to me than the rest of you,...which is comforting.
I salute all of you, for all of your happiness and pain. I salute the creator of this forum for creating a link to others like myself. I can tell my secrets to you and not feel judged. I believe that we can all have a vitalpart in eachother's recovery.
There is nothing like the comapny of friends to laugh and cry with.
You are alla truly unique experience for me, and for this, I thank you.