Re: Does anyone else have this problem?
While I do fear getting sick in general and being around sick people, a big part of my fear lies where yours does. I'm afraid of v*, but I feel like I'm more afraid of WHERE I will v* or how I will get out of the situation if I feel ill. My anxiety levels seem to skyrocket on my drives to work or school because I think to myself "oh my god, what if it hits while I'm here?? What will I do? Where will I go to v*?".. I also get extremely anxious if I go anywhere in public for fear that a sv will hit me while I'm out. For example, a few nights ago I went out to a restaurant with a few friends from when I was a kid. I was nervous on the way there (as usual) and ended up feeling sick at the restaurant before we got our food.. I'm not exactly comfortable enough with them to tell them I feel sick, so I panicked and had to run outside in fear. In reality, I wasn't really sick at all, my anxiety was just driving me bonkers 'just incase' I was sick. It's a vicious cycle for me and it's a hard struggle to live this way with these thoughts.
Truthfully, now that I think about it, that's one of the main fears within my emet. You are definitely not alone in that sense.
"In three words I can sum up everything I've learned about life: it goes on." - Robert Frost
Don't let anxiety win.
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