fear of n*?

[nobodyknowsit]

I explained in my first post on this forum how i feared n*, and associated feelings when v*ing, more than the v*ing itself. This was in the post where i asked if that was still considered emet? Does anyone else here fear n*, especially the n* you get right before v*ing, more than the v*ing itself. Don't get me wrong, if i v*'d right now with no n*, i would still freak out, but not as much, and not full-blown, as if i were n*. anyone relate?

[peachfeet]

That's actually a difficult question. I would say yes... and no. Without the nausea you would be unprepared and personally I would not want to vomit out of the blue, regardless of not fearing it as much. The nausea is uncomfortable; without a doubt one of the worst feelings aside from migraines (in my opinion). However, that feeling right before you get sick: The hot, sweaty, erupting, churning, convulsing feeling.... Blagh! Sheesh, I just made myself sick. Lol. Anyhow, I could certainly do without it.