Howdy,
im going to be away till wed. the 17th (not next wed but the one after) due to moving house (was there all yesterday peeling wall paper off :P) - and we wont have interenet connection there for some time. so just going to type some stuff for my last post for a while [img]smileys/smilies_02.gif[/img]
first, im kinda scared, today being saturday, the one day i work a week - so my bodys kinda tired and not used to working by this day.... not to mention the point that i've had this horrable gut feeling like im going to v" for the last four days, and eating food normaly resulted in gagging.. so im just hopeing ill make it through work, ill explain to my boss when i get there about emet, and see if they can understand it.. and take into consideration i might need more cig breaks today and bathroom breaks :P
second, i know i've not known you guys for to long - but im going to miss ya for the time i am gone - talking to ya'll and trying to support you, and you guys supporting me was a really great feeling.. it opened my eyes that i am not alone, and i could beat this stupid phobia if others can
third, ill be having my doctors apointment this tuesday about emetophobia, and hopefully they can give me some meds to calm me down a bit and make life a bit more.. enjoyable/liveable... and it would be nice if he could point me towards someone that could help me treat this thing, so i wont have to be on meds for the rest of my life
fourth, by the time the interenet is finally up, i FINALLY get to upgrade my computer to a more ... workable machine.. and will finally be able to play online games again, which helped alot - giving me social (seeing as i tend to have social problems in real life due to emet) and makes me feel better over all..
fifth, i will be back, i promise you that, ill try and log on here when ever i get the chance from family friends, till i get my interenet back up.. so hopefully will get to still chat with you guys again sooner than 10 days
and finally, see ya'll soon, and i hope you keep in good health, feeling great and enjoying each day as it comes - lets keep in mind one thing.. this is our mind making emet a problem, and power over mind is possable - remember that - we can always "MAKE" our self better if we will power it enough.. and with that key - i better start getting ready for work [img]smileys/smilies_04.gif[/img]
see ya shortly, bye![]()