Hello, I'm new. Well to start, I have all these fears and I might as well go on forums to see what I can do about these fears :afr


Well, I have 3 fears :
COMING OUT OF THE CLOSET FEAR
I'm gay :hide So I hope there aren't any gay bashers here. My most horrible fear is coming out of the closet or letting ANYONE know I'm gay :afr Especially when my parents will disown me or something...very conservative religious parents especially because I was Canadian born and they were born in ol' China.


EMETOPHOBIA
I have a horrible fear of vomit...it's not just disgusting. I am terrified from it, I will have panic attacks. It was caused by a traumatic event in Grade 5 when this girl Linda threw up behind me and I had high quality detail of what it smelt and looked like; I remember going home and just sitting there for hours starring at a light because I was so terrified. I saw a child throwing up on a bus and *ding* off I was and waited for the next bus which was 45 MINUTES in -30 temperatures. That's how much it affects me.


And then SOCIAL ANXIETY
This is what I'm here for...well, I have a group of friends which I hang out with at school but never out of school. I'm never comfortable out with them off school, I don't know why. I also get attacks while I'm on the bus in the mornings, but not in the afternoon EVERYDAY. It's pretty horrible, Right now I'm a straight-A kid but I really don't know how long I can keep it up.


I've joined all sorts of forums for the above. Meeting gay people on forums is odd for me, never known a gay person in my life :um and I've joined to meet some of you guys here too!


Sorry, was lazy so I copied from the other forum I posted at so I don't have to rewrite