So today I woke up with a dull pain in my upper left abdomen area (that I have had before) which of course set me off into an anxiety attack. "Oh my gosh I'm going to get sick" were the exact words that kept repeating in my head. I went to our local walk-in clinic and saw an extremely nice doctor (who actually has an ex gf that is an emet and also was more of a psychologist than my actual psychologist!). He felt my stomach/ab/lower ab area and immediately I felt a lot of pressure. He said that I am "backed up" and need to clean my system out.
Because I'm an emet, my diet is extremely limited. I often eat A LOT of carbs (breads, rice, pretzels, etc.) because I feel as if they are the safest food out there. I believe me eating so many carbs have caused my system to back up.
Have any of you had this issue before? If so, what'd you do to help it?
He gave me suggestions, but honestly I'm scared that once I start cleaning out my system (resulting in d* I'm assuming) I'll freak out thinking I have a virus and am going to get sick.
Ugh-- the joys of our phobia![]()